The elephant in the room

Oh, JB.

It is too frustrating. We are so odd. I find it strangely comforting that we've talked about it now - finally - but how very, very odd.

"I should be in love with you but I'm not. I like you a lot. My inner voice is saying I should be. I wish I was, more than anything."

I hear you. I feel exactly the same. Maybe some day.

(I find it funny that I have never mentioned any of this before. Liv doesn't know about it. Maybe I was keeping it secret and just for me. Who knows.)