This weekend has been interesting. It's left me with a lot to think about. I've never actually been called out on or lectured on my relationship with Jessee, but I was on Saturday. I don't think it's right that a prospective relationship with someone else should be the excuse for things between Jessee and I to cease, but it may have to be. I can't seem to control myself with him. Lame, I know, and totally not an excuse.
Other than the sexual side of things, he's one of only a very small number of people I would seriously kill for if need be, and really the only one I know would do the same for me. I do trust him completely. In a way I kind of mourn losing that side of things with him if I get into a relationship.
Could I be any more screwed up?
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