All my friends are fuck ups, but they're fun to have around.
My very first boyfriend reminded me of something today. It's been 10 years since I made one of the best decisions of my life, and caught a plane with Lisa Zalstein up to Sydney. That night dictated the next 4 years of my life; 4 years of amazing memories, thousands of kilometres, a lot of red wine and vodka, some heartache, a substantial amount of cash and mischief and some people I still love a lot despite geography in many instances, lack of contact in some and in my case little interest and a bit of disgust in what brought us together in the first place.
But it was one hell of a ride!
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Monday, August 9, 2010
Wow
I feel heartbroken, when I know it's the last thing I am. My mind seems to know no bounds in its efforts to knock me on my arse. It is really quite astounding.
It's just my ego that's been bruised, nothing more. Ego and loneliness, my desperate need for connections and a certain desire for security.
This is fucking ridiculous.
It's just my ego that's been bruised, nothing more. Ego and loneliness, my desperate need for connections and a certain desire for security.
This is fucking ridiculous.
I shouldn't have mixed feelings about being moral.
But I do. In this instance, anyway.
I'm going to miss it, even though I essentially knew it was wrong and knew this for years. I managed to justify it on a number of fronts.
I kind of miss it already even though it only happened a couple times a year.
I'm going to miss it, even though I essentially knew it was wrong and knew this for years. I managed to justify it on a number of fronts.
I kind of miss it already even though it only happened a couple times a year.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Things I am looking forward to about moving.
1) Having a usable bathtub. BATHS!
2) Having enough bench space in the kitchen for more than one.
3) Having a backyard (of sorts)
4) Having a blue front door.
5) Having a house that will actually look clean when I clean it.
6) Dishwasher! European laundry!
2) Having enough bench space in the kitchen for more than one.
3) Having a backyard (of sorts)
4) Having a blue front door.
5) Having a house that will actually look clean when I clean it.
6) Dishwasher! European laundry!
Sunday, August 1, 2010
I have my finger's crossed
I put some house applications in today. I have my heart set on one, and would be relatively happy with the other, so we shall see. I know moving is a pain in the arse, but I do enjoy the hunt and the capture.
And once all the stuff is moved and I have paid the removalists? A few moments of sheer unadulterated *BLISS* sets in. The piles upon piles of boxes and mess mean nothing. I was *so* happy when I got my current house, but the crappy bathroom and kitchen have taken their toll so it is time to move on, especially since the landlord is putting the rent up.
I so hope we get the Brickworks townhouse. I have always had a vague interest in living there, it really is quite adorable, and right next to the park to go walking. It's nice and close to Dech, Sally and Dave's place too.
And once all the stuff is moved and I have paid the removalists? A few moments of sheer unadulterated *BLISS* sets in. The piles upon piles of boxes and mess mean nothing. I was *so* happy when I got my current house, but the crappy bathroom and kitchen have taken their toll so it is time to move on, especially since the landlord is putting the rent up.
I so hope we get the Brickworks townhouse. I have always had a vague interest in living there, it really is quite adorable, and right next to the park to go walking. It's nice and close to Dech, Sally and Dave's place too.
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